Its complicated !!! How many times have I said that during what is 'My Complicated Life?'
My world is a better place, a place that I want to be..
My life in bullet points goes a bit like this...
*Left home at 17, thought that I was the Bee's Knee's.
*Met a man, nope cant call him a man, met a Beast!!
*Had a daughter, regreted saying no to him!
*Lots of beatings later had a son, didn't dare look him in the eye.
*Had another daughter.
*He broke my ribs and hurt my child.
*I confided in a friend and had to run.
*Battered wives homes and Courts became my life.
*I met a man, a 'real man'.....We fell in Love.
*We made a home together and got married.
*We had a son, my soul was healing well.
*Whilst carrying a baby she died and I had to have her taken away.
*Thank you Jonathan for being my rock. I love you.
*Another daughter followed, she would be our last.
*We love all of our children, They decided to change their names, legally.
*I put every ounce of love into my family every day.
*Ups and downs are an everyday occurance in the Kennedy household.
*Great friends have helped me to believe in others again.
*Everything in the garden is rosie and I'm loving being here.
My family is everything and their love has made me who I am, especially my husband of 18 years.. whom I love very much. Jonathan made me feel that my life was worth living, made me smile and cry with laughter, still does to this day, he made me feel pretty and even on my stessiest of days is there with a hug.
My children have nearly all grown up now, 15 being the youngest, and they make me proud every day. Its the smallest things, like when they make me a coffee as soon as I get home from work, they send flowers to my place of work and so the list goes on...and on and on...so many little things make a BIG difference.
So you see, my life is complicated but its MY WORLD and I wouldn't want to be anywhere else.x
